Swimming in the rain

Happiness!!

Is this for real? Yeah, working hard. Honestly a lot of responsibilty and trying to make sure I’m doing okay, but um wow. I think my goal of this is to get the children to love the ocean. Seriously, hired to be the water nanny. Mainly for swimming skills and overall enjoyment in the water. For real. I’m in Tahiti because I love the water and will jump in anytime. Lifeguarding doesn’t hurt either. This is crazy. Okay, nanny stuff too. But whatever. So far we’re okay. Mainly, I’m in Tahiti. This is crazy. And apparently i’ve lost all ability to write- ha ha!! Yes, would love to go diving, snorkeling and photograph underwater. But I’m not on vacation, I’m here to work.

Wow, that changed. I’m about to cry. I’m feeling used and think my life is being stepped on. Really sad. Moms birthday just passed and I wasn’t able to say anything to her. The flowers I arranged didn’t get delivered. So bummed. Beyond bummed. Really disappointed in people really. Just want to cry.

Text to travel. Don’t even believe it. Deny it till I see the ticket or a phone call, something. Even then, don’t believe. Don’t think I still believe it and I’m about to board the flight. Don’t even know what to expect. Hope I don’t mess it up. Really wanna take photos, but really want to take away mental photos too. Shocked still. Amazed. Can’t even tell friends. But did tell boy. Oh cuteness. How did that happen!? Whirlwind

Life is amazing. Take a hold of it and live a full life. Don’t take anything for granted and pursue dreams, attain goals and spread cheer and happiness along the way. Love deeply, care genuinely. Be strong, but gentle and soft to those in need. Be helpful and accomodating, but don’t get trampled. Keep learning everyday, don’t have regrets, but learn from your past. Keep moving, keep going, keep exploring. Laughter is infectious and share joy with all. Be positive and bright. Grow as a person, know yourself. Challenge yourself. Take risks, try new things and experience life. Don’t get too comfortable. Stay humble and appreciate every gesture and gift the world presents. Give back more then you take. Be sincere. Smile and take in the suns warmth, glow and brilliance. Love!